Album: 1,000 Fires
I remember that day, cause I was excited No school I'd been raking my father's field, wearing this stupid little dress Rocking out, raking it up
Sort of sweating, feeling good I was laying on the grass Making big angels I was feeling kinda itchy, in the grass, laying in the sunmmmkinda liking the way it felt Guess I must have fallen asleep
I still don't know what woke me up All I can remember seeing were these huge eyes, staring over me Right on top of me This older boy, out of my league, cause I was no cheerleader, no lipstick queen I could feel his eyelashes on my face and they were tickling me Maybe that's what woke me up I was shocked That sun was so hot, and he was so warm I didn't know what it was but it felt kinda good Just the way his fingers ran through my hair, just raking it up I'd never had anyone touch me like that before cept for my mother I knew there was something wrong, but I don't know, I kinda liked it It was sort of likewow Like amazing
And he just kept whispering "You're sooooooo beautifulgod, you're beautiful" Just this sweet voice tickling me
Then I got kinda nervous And I got really embarrassed I felt myself getting really hot Sort of blushing, that hot I tried to get up, but he started to laugh, and he started pulling me down, pinning me to the ground He's not playing a game I hear this screaming, and it's me And I started to hear my clothes rip
And I got scared, really scared And in a way, I hoped to God no one would find us, cause I was so embarrassed I became silent This is all wrong
It's all my fault It's all my fault It's all my fault
His hand over my mouth That's why I'm not screaming
I didn't say anything I didn't feel anything I just drifted away I just floated Just that sharp pain And then he's through with me I didn't tell anyone Didn't tell anyone