I hold a gun to my head
No one else shall be hurt
In my mind i see my life in reverse
I see the times when this life was worse
Those few weeks after all of this started were just absurd
The line was blured, between what’s right and wrong
I can’t remember how i survived this long
I can’t remember what it was like before
All i remember is i said i gotta fight this war
So i did
And i was cruel and reckless
And i thought it was the way to not get infected
But now i get that the only virus is me
And those helpless survivors, the rightous i’ve seen
That i’ve killed in this crisis so self rightousey